[music: Inner Universe - Ghost In The Shell Soundtrack]

So yeah, I'm still alive. First time visiting my DA in about 3 months - nothing was happening so I basically moved on, as did my life.
Oh boy, so many things have happened in the last months, it boggles my mind! Seriously, I never imagined such things could happen, but the Universe had its final slap-in-the-face ready for me. Ready for it? (I wasn't) All through high school, never had a girlfriend, never "loved" someone, nothing at all (and y'all got to hear/read me bitch about it to, lucky you). The day I was done with high school, *wham!* I was down for 2 months on the fluffiest cloud I'd ever felt. Yes, fell in love, feelings reciprocated (don't think that has ever happened before, and still skeptical it will ever again) and all - it was marvelous, what can I say. Suddenly, i was just as big a hypocrit as ever, all my "downs" on love were washed away in a pink sea. Well, as all great things must, entropy did its thing and the spark dimmed, and I am here alone now, yet not quite. That one relationship was the source of the single greatest string of changes, realizations, and rennaissances to ever take place in me. Yeah, I'm sorry it didn't last, but I can't thank her enough for everything. She may never know how much she meant to me, I don't think I could ever convey the magnitude, but it was all the things I had ever wanted to change about myself, she gave me the energy to do so. And not only was I left with being a new person, but filled with thousands of great memories that are stirred every few minutes when I see something and recall the last time I saw it, who I was thinking about.
So all in all, no matter what anybody says, ever, love is the single greatest human invention in existance today.
That was pretty much the last 3 months summed up, or at least the 95th percentile of the last 3 months; it must be, because I'm out of things to say.
Still alive, the clock is ticking, and life is rolling along slowly. I can only pray I meet another angel before the clock stops.